Sunday, July 15, 2007

Separation... Derature... and Distance...


I could still remember the time when I have to leave him again. I have to go, even if it mean leaving Kira again...I have to go, even if it hurts...I have to go, for both our sakes, and for the world’s. I watched him chase after me in his Freedom, he insisted to come with me, but I said that the Archangel needs him more than I do now...its funny how destiny always seems to take us apart...Now I ask...why?






Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Fear... Terror... and Hesitation...


I could still remember the time when a group of soldiers was sent to assassinate me. I was so scared back then, but he was there to protect me. This incident made him decide to fight again. At first, I hesitated on giving him the keys, I don’t want him to fight any more, I don’t want to see his tears, he’d suffered enough and I can’t let him get hurt again...No, I just can’t. I looked at his purple orbs, and saw eyes that lit up with concern. He told me that he’ll be alright, and he’ll do it to protect me. Then I saw the children, they were scared and frightened as well, I can’t let the children get hurt too. So, I gave Kira his sword back. I’m so sorry, Kira...I’m so sorry...