Justice... Righteousness... and Relief...

I could still remember the time when we’ve managed to stop this madness. Finally, it’s all over. And we can finally have peace, where we can have a serene and secure community, with harmonious relationship with Naturals and Coordinators alike. A place where tranquil could expect harmony among others and ourselves.

But it all didn’t end as much as we’ve planned. Kira and I have to take on different paths, to ensure that both our nations are to live peacefully. Kira became a commander in Orb, while I became the chairwoman of PLANT. I thought we can finally be together again, and live happily on our own. And once again, I was wrong. I subconsciously started to sing, but my voice just kept on echoing inside this hollow stage. I felt cold and alone. I need someone, I need him. I want to feel his embrace, I want to see his gentle smile, I want to see his purple eyes...I want to be with him...Kira...

No. I don’t want power...

What I want...is Freedom...

The freedom to do whatever my heart’s desire. To live my life, and be the master of my own life. I don’t want my life to be lived, to be a slave, and be dictated on what I ought to do. I wanted to be free from these chains of misery. But I can’t...to be free means that I have to put my people’s happiness and safety at risk...I have to remain here, shackled in this cold lonely place...

Hear voice, hear my call, hear my songs...

Indeed, I may be a songstress, but even as a famous songstress there’s one song that even I cannot sing – the song in my heart...

Confusion... Reflection... Mayhem... and Death...

I could still remember the time when the wheels of destiny have started to turn. The two Lacus’ met at last, face to face. I thought I was looking at a mirror. She was so like me. Meer Campbell was her name, and every inch of her face was the exact copy of mine. I tried to convince her to stop working for Durandal. But she insisted to stay and play her role as what Durandal had given her. I know that she’s a good person, but life certainly is unfair. I saw her die in my arms. She gave me her photo, and asked me to remember her, to remember her songs...and I will...I will Ms. Meer. Another life has been lost, and it’s all because of me. Meer died because of me, she saved my life, even if she wanted to be me. I cried in Kira’s arms, his strong embrace made me feel so frail that I wanted to fall apart.

Separation... Derature... and Distance...

I could still remember the time when I have to leave him again. I have to go, even if it mean leaving Kira again...I have to go, even if it hurts...I have to go, for both our sakes, and for the world’s. I watched him chase after me in his Freedom, he insisted to come with me, but I said that the Archangel needs him more than I do now...its funny how destiny always seems to take us apart...Now I ask...why?

Fear... Terror... and Hesitation...

I could still remember the time when a group of soldiers was sent to assassinate me. I was so scared back then, but he was there to protect me. This incident made him decide to fight again. At first, I hesitated on giving him the keys, I don’t want him to fight any more, I don’t want to see his tears, he’d suffered enough and I can’t let him get hurt again...No, I just can’t. I looked at his purple orbs, and saw eyes that lit up with concern. He told me that he’ll be alright, and he’ll do it to protect me. Then I saw the children, they were scared and frightened as well, I can’t let the children get hurt too. So, I gave Kira his sword back. I’m so sorry, Kira...I’m so sorry...

Calm... Serenity... and Sadness...

I could still remember the time when Kira and I decided to live with Reverend Malchio in the orphanage on Marshall Islands. Our lives were happy and content. But I could still see the sadness in Kira’s eyes, he tried to hide it with his smile by playing with the children at the beach. But the emotional scar in his heart will never fade away that no amount of time will ever erase. I was so near to him, yet it seems like we were so far apart. But still, I will stay with him till the end, till the my very last breath and till the very last beat of my heart.

Hope... Faith... and Love...

I could still remember the ring that I gave him. It once belonged to my mother and with it I finally confessed my love for him. In return, he gave me a kiss on the cheek, it was light and featherlike, but it felt warm. Then he flew off towards the battlefield like hero in a fairy tale. I just pray that my hero will come back to me safely.

I watched quietly at the bridge, as the heated battle continued all around us. My heart almost stopped when I saw Kira’s mobile suit extremely damaged in the fight. Thankfully, he’s okay, severely injured but still alive. I was so relieved that he’s okay. And for that, I promised myself that I’ll always stay by his side.

I'm here for you...

When Kira discovers that he is the product of the Ultimate Coordinator project and he fell into depression. He eventually lost consciousness because of fatigue and mental torture and I feel worried seeing him like this.

Finally, he woke up, and I was relieved. At first, Kira mistook me as Fllay, and then later he got back to his senses. I understand that he continues to grieve for Fllay, and I can't do nothing to ease that for now. Except let him feel and see that I am here for him to stay by his side. I comforted him by saying that meeting him has made her so happy despite all the sadness I had endured up to this point.